It’s very strange adjusting to life without school. I suddenly have all of this time to work on projects and tasks that I’ve had to put off until I had enough free time to them. And now that I find myself here with hours to structure as I wish, I find myself flailing. The exhaustion of the stress of the school year and this last medication change have left me entirely unmotivated and sedentary. But today I got up, pulled out my multi-purpose notebook and made a list of goals and a to-do list. Having it all laid out in print makes it feel so official and doable. I’m on my way, and for once, the prospect of all of this work is exciting and not stressful.